(= everyday is a SUNNY day =)

Hey all…..to OC fans out there..and not-so OC fans…..here’s a link where u can listen to all the great songs that were featured in the 1st season and 1st half of 2nd season OC series…

Music Heard On The OC….listen to first 4 mix albums from the OC here!!!

u know the songs are very2 nice if u’ve heard them on OC…u wanna download them…but what’s the name of the song?who’s the singer?well..u can probably find out here…so…check out the site eh?!!!chow…   =)

yes…this is the site to be and listen to your favourite OC songs… =)

This is the song from the 2nd season finale of The OC…man…they couldn’t have chosen a better song…here’s the lyrics….you all should try listening to it =)

Song: Hide and Seek    By: Imogen Heap

Where are we?
What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking, feeling
Spin me around again
And rub my eyes
This can’t be happening
When busy streets
A mess with people
Would stop to hold their heads heavy
Hide and seek
trains aren’t solving machines
All those years
They were here first
Oily marks appear on walls
Where pleasure moments hung before
The takeover
The sweeping insensitivity of this
Still alive
Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines (you won’t catch me around here)
Blood and tears
They were here first
Mmm, What’d you say? Mmm, That you only meant well
Well of course you did
Mmm, What’d you say? Mmm, That it’s all for the best
Of course it is
Mmm, What’d you say? Mmm, That it’s just what we need
You decided this
Mmm, What’d you say? Mmm… What did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cutouts
Speak no feeling, no, I don’t believe you
You don’t care a bit, you don’t care a bit
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cutouts
Speak no feeling, no, I don’t believe you
You don’t care a bit, you don’t care a bit
(You don’t care a bit)
Oh, no, you don’t care a bit
Oh, no, you don’t care a bit
Uh-uh, you don’t care a bit
You don’t care a bit
You don’t care a bit

so today…is the 4th week since d injury…time goes by… VERY VERY SLOWLY….but yea…not long to go…just hang in there mohd sunny tan..hang in there…

yesterday was d MSA Treasure Hunt…which was a combination of amazing race and fear factor…all around d macquarie campus!!!!thanx to all d teams that participated…u all are such good sports!!!!yes..this is d first time…n there were flaws here n there…very2 sorry ppl…but this is a learning process…n next year is gonna b better i hope…but hey…everyone had fun…i guess…i know i did (tho just stuck in d base camp)…n soon..we can make it like a reality tv show…muahahahah!!!special thnx to ppl who travelled from city to macquarie in support of this event…u guys are all great!!

anyways…i am supposed to be doing this asgnmnt now…but i haf no mood…really2 no mood to do anything…haih…sunny tan…what are u doin aaa…what r u thinking aaa…huhuhu…

dah dah..cukup merepek…g buat keje g buat keje…isk2…

[[[[[[ so it's thursday again...which marks the beginning of d 2nd week back in macquarie...well...a lot had happened during d first week back...but since i am this very very very lazy person...i did not manage to post anything about them...and since i am a lazy person also...i shall just attempt to summarize the week =P hahaha.. (to those involved in my first week back home...me lazy to post not meaning me not appreciating your involvement...just...lazy to post =) ) ]]]]]]]]   <–the intro

[[[[[[[[[[[ now let me see...me friends from Newcastle came down to Sydney..and gave me a very nice weekend...well...zaizul...farid...harith...n this other friend from canberra...hakim...thanx you all for making my weekend a happy one...sort of remedy to d depression and tension i felt since i came back here...and yea...to epo who tagged along after we ALL spent d nite at his place...WE WILL GO TO NEWCASTLE...yeah!!!!!!!! (because we have wonderful friends there and the place is nice...and partly also coz i haf no money to travel around to...what...melbourne..gold coast...NZ...huhuhu...KERING WEH!!!) ]]]]]]]]] <—-about me weekend

[[[[[[[[ the next day...monday...was first day at skool...when i woke up at around 8+...i realized i have half hour to get ready b4 my friend comes by to help push me (on d wheelchair) to uni...but thats ok...10 minutes b4 830am...i remembered sumthin...ONLINE TEST DUE 9AM!!!!!!....so..10 minutes..10 questions...no preparation...no idea...HANTAM SAJALAH!!!!!huhuhu...so by 830 i was waiting for my friend already...huhuhu..but he didnt come..and was still asleep..huhuhu..(kesian dia xtido buat asgnmnt satu malam)...well...not wanting to miss lecture...i asked my housemate Talat if he could help...and b4 long..we were on our way to class (which was not bad..)  ]]]]]]]] <—-the mayday monday

[[[[[[[[ by the way...i needed someone to push me to uni coz walking on crutches to uni can kill me (tried it)...and d uni cant manage to arrange transportation come monday...well...first day at class...alhamdulillah...tho not all good...its not all bad (from now on ill try to use this positive line..instead of..." *sigh*...not bad..not that good..")...i had to answer to i-dont-knoe-how-many "hey mate...what happened??" or "hey...how are you feeling??"...pheww...tho tired of answering the same, repeated questions...im happy coz it shows ppl are concerned =>  ]]]]]]]]]   <—-back to skool

[[[[[[[[ tuesday was off-day for me...and yesterday...wednesday..d uni began picking me up from my house to anywhere my first lecture is...and picking me up rite after my last class..wherever that is..and sending me back home..that is a great service from my point of view...thanx macquarie...that is a BIG BIG help...lecturers are also all very kind..very helpful...which is just d motivation i need to continue and do my best...given my 'limited resources' ]]]]]]]] <—d rest of d story

~~~~~~ so now…one week down…3 to go…i hope i am gonna recover soon…and will not need to trouble people anymore…being like this…surely have made me realize how d health we enjoy everyday…is a very2 precious gift from God…and how we tend to take it for granted…finally…there’s still a long way to go…i hope i can just hang in there…just…hang in there… ~~~~~~

wow..how long has it been since ive posted?well..guess what…i am posting from MY ROOM in MY HOUSE in MY UNI!!!!hehehe..i sound happy??actually..its more like mixed feelings rather than happy…

i went to the hospital yesterday…for my appointment…and changed my cast from d super heavy,ugly looking,plaster of paris cast…to a super light, cool, glow-in-d-dark cast =) (yes…it GLOWS IN THE DARK!!!)…well..before i go on..i shud thank a few peepz for helping me with yesterday…special thanx to JX n sheila for giving me a lift to d hospital…n also kak min for accompanying me back…

i saw my left foot for d first time since d injury…well…its still pretty much d same..gud job by d doctors…n then i looked for the operation wound…n i found it…it was HUGE!!!20 stiches i guess…here’s a pic of it…

scary huh…well…that was d half hour or so of ‘masa bermesra dengan kakiku’…n after that…d nurse treated the wound a bit and d physio put on d new cast…and gud bye to my leg for d next 4 weeks…but now since ive changed to this lighter cast..i guess life has to go on…and so i am back here in macquarie..preparing myself for d remainder of my semester…oh yea…to grace tan…thanx for sending me back to macquarie =)

well…now i feel…frustrated of my current condition…i feel…uni pressure has now magnified…i feel…life is so much harder and that every corner of it is pressing me…and i dont know if i can ever survive this semester…

im beginning to miss malaysian hall n its wonderful ppl…coz in times like this…i dont know…i guess the feeling of being home is just what i want…i knoe i haf so many caring friends here…just…i guess…for d crucial part of my life…i haf been somehow attached to malaysian hall…n now im leaving it to face the reality that had been shun from my face while i was in malaysian hall…huhuhuhu…

is it true God never gives His servants tests that they can’t handle?n the stronger d person d bigger d test?is this God’s test for me?or is this God’s punishment?coz really…i dont feel strong at all…please…test me if You wish…but supply me with strength to face it…

today is tuesday…a lil over a week since the incident..i am still lodging at the malaysian hall sydney..with good friends here to help me adapt to this new life..making it easier than it wouldve been..

special thanx to fariz who helped me since day one..with going to d bathroom..with frustrating shower times..and till today..with taking food for dinner and breakfast..also thanx to iskandar..afiq..radi..fairuz..kak wan n kak liyana..kak min..n everyone else here (u knoe who u all are)..

today morning…i finally managed to bath without d help of anyone =) it is very frustrating to ask ppl for help each time i wanna go to d toilet or bath..n it makes me feel so useless…now..i guess everyone’s life is easier since i am getting good at those well…i still need help to get food from d counter during breakfast n dinner…n also carry stuff around…i do not knoe when it will end…

hmm…what else..oh!my uni’s international office called this morning..inviting me for a profiling of myself to be published in d macquarie international’s newsletter..’the globe’ =) hehehe…now thats sumthin i dont wake up to everyday =) well..i am gonna do that when i return to macquarie..which is next week..after the appointment with my doctors n changing this bloody heavy plaster cast to the super light weighted fiber glass cast…n then… IM GOING BACK TO MACQUARIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!