(= everyday is a SUNNY day =)

wow..how long has it been since ive posted?well..guess what…i am posting from MY ROOM in MY HOUSE in MY UNI!!!!hehehe..i sound happy??actually..its more like mixed feelings rather than happy…

i went to the hospital yesterday…for my appointment…and changed my cast from d super heavy,ugly looking,plaster of paris cast…to a super light, cool, glow-in-d-dark cast =) (yes…it GLOWS IN THE DARK!!!)…well..before i go on..i shud thank a few peepz for helping me with yesterday…special thanx to JX n sheila for giving me a lift to d hospital…n also kak min for accompanying me back…

i saw my left foot for d first time since d injury…well…its still pretty much d same..gud job by d doctors…n then i looked for the operation wound…n i found it…it was HUGE!!!20 stiches i guess…here’s a pic of it…

scary huh…well…that was d half hour or so of ‘masa bermesra dengan kakiku’…n after that…d nurse treated the wound a bit and d physio put on d new cast…and gud bye to my leg for d next 4 weeks…but now since ive changed to this lighter cast..i guess life has to go on…and so i am back here in macquarie..preparing myself for d remainder of my semester…oh yea…to grace tan…thanx for sending me back to macquarie =)

well…now i feel…frustrated of my current condition…i feel…uni pressure has now magnified…i feel…life is so much harder and that every corner of it is pressing me…and i dont know if i can ever survive this semester…

im beginning to miss malaysian hall n its wonderful ppl…coz in times like this…i dont know…i guess the feeling of being home is just what i want…i knoe i haf so many caring friends here…just…i guess…for d crucial part of my life…i haf been somehow attached to malaysian hall…n now im leaving it to face the reality that had been shun from my face while i was in malaysian hall…huhuhuhu…

is it true God never gives His servants tests that they can’t handle?n the stronger d person d bigger d test?is this God’s test for me?or is this God’s punishment?coz really…i dont feel strong at all…please…test me if You wish…but supply me with strength to face it…

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