(= everyday is a SUNNY day =)

Ahhh~~~ its finally the 2 weeks i love most in my semester…mid-sem hols!!hehehe…tho i do have an assignment due midway thru this break…it aint killin my holiday babe..no way jose!

hmm..lets see…my holiday started last friday…with macquarie uni’s ‘conception day’…to sum the day up…its pretty much a day when the whole uni goes wild…ah well…didnt really enjoy it much…coz i went quite late…and it started raining…and i had to get ready for the dinner of all dinners…Annual Dinner N Dance 2005~~!!

well…by getting ready i mean…play pc games a bit…take a shower (bit longer than usual..hehe)…dish-dash a bit…and im good to go =) i really dont like talking bout details…so…again…i’ll try to sum up the night in the simplest form i can think of….ADND 05 was a wonderful night…with great student performances…and a memorable one indeed from my personal point of view…i dont really care about food coz as most might know..i cannot differentiate good tasting food from the bad ones…the most important thing is, i guess, the setting…which was superb (on top of imax theatre..with darling harbour view..what more can i ask for?)…

i was really shocked to be voted as committee person of the year…i really was…i was so shocked that the speech they asked me to give was really incomplete (it was..from my heart tho)…well…i didnt expect it coz i seriusly think so many people deserve it more than i do…my mfest chief…louise, who weathered the intense pressure and delivered mfest 2005…my buddy AJ, who always kept his cool doing mfest stuff and still maintained MSO as the most stabil club…they are just the few names from a long list of deserving people…as for me…i appreciate this award…thank you…and i shall continue to do what i must…for the malaysian community here that are like my family…

well…i also had a few regrets that night…that id rather not mention here…just that everytime i think about them…it makes me sigh… *sigh* (why am i such a shy person??)

so i am the new president of macquarie uni malaysian students’ association…which i dont really feel like celebrating about…coz really…what’s there to celebrate??i know i need to deliver…and not in the best of situations…i do not have the best of starts…plagued by irresponsible and selfish acts of some people…well…at least this is a time when i can tell between true friends and friends that are there just to fulfill their personal ambitions…at least i found comfort in my true friends to give me support…you know who you are…

and lastly…my holiday plans…hmm…this weekend im going down to the city to support team nsw in the national games…doing a bit of this and that and bla3…monday i shall attend Malaysia Night 2005…then the following day i will need to submit an essay…followed by few days of peace…and ending my holiday with a weekend trip to floriade @ canberra (again??)…and a dinner with the high commissioner over there…well…it looks like this blog aint gonna c me for quite awhile…hehehe…thats me for now…signing off…..

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huhuhu..i shud b studying now…really…aiyo…y can’t i get myself to start studying???i have a test in couple days time..omg…and i am not really studying…just…sitting…fa dai…doing i dont know wat…kacau2 ppl in msn…what happened to me laa??

maybe…its just my feelings telling me i shud study coz other people is….but at the same time…my biological timers still think its ok to lepak now??s**t…stupid body..u think i am a genius or what meh??aaaaaaaa…must study!!!!

aiiiiiiiii….please come to me oh study mood…i know if u come…even just for awhile…im gonna b able to study like gila…please…give me 1 hour???huhuhuhu…i stare at these notes from the actuarial education company…i think the notes arent interesting enought to encourage me to read it…blame the notes!!yeah!!!that’s it…its the boring interfaced notes that’s holding me back!!blame em!!s**t….just admit that you are lazy laa!! huhuuhu…y am i lazy when it comes to study??why??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

or is it…there’s sumthin disturbing me deep down??sumthin that no one can comprehend, not even me??i wish…hmm…who cares what i wish…

sunny…please study…those actuarial notes are not bad really…hmm…ok…lets give it a try…

well…first…i was freakin busy the past 2 months or so…second…i never had the heart or enough determination to maintain a blog…so, blog…i think this is where the road splits…this is the end…im breaking up with you…wo men fen shou ba…

before i say good bye…a bit of an update here…mfest is finally over…and i dont think i wanna talk bout it coz its gonna take the whole night for me to finish the intro…only thing i wanna mention here, is that mfest had been a great experience, where i learnt about many things, and above all, about friendship.

life is back to normal now…well…not quite…anyway, im spending the first weekend at home since i cant remember when…wow..its so relaxed…and i feel so bored…despite knowing that i have a midterm to study for…

after mfest…ive felt weird…felt…like im missing something…i guess…i missed the best part about doing all the work for mfest…the part where i am with good friends…i guess i miss that most…oh…of coz…the part where i have an excuse to not be studying when i need to (for instance…NOW!!)…hehe…

well, now is AGM season…a season of intense student politics…a season of change…a season of transition…to my friends who are ‘graduating’ from their respecting clubs…may the future bring you more success and happiness…to everyone else…dont forget that in the end…we are all on the same side…

to end this entry…here’s a quote from stephen king…

" You couldn’t get hold of the things you’d done and turn them right again. Such a power was not given to women and men, and that was probably a good thing. Had it been otherwise, people would probably die of old age still trying to rewrite their teens. "

special word for the moment -> righteousness….yeah!!

p/s- ok blog…i think we can give ourselves another chance…i guess we both still need each other =P

p/s (again?)- 3rd season of The OC is out in the US…twistedly awesome!!!yeah!!!